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Red alert! Red alert! Red alert! Lock your doors and windows, hide in the basement--they're coming! We're all gonna die! DDx

Nope, they're gone. Completely gone. Wiped off the face of the earth. No longer a bother to anyone. Not to you, anyway. I still have to stare at them.
Yes, the day has come where I'm left in the dark. And not the good dark, my previous dark. No, complete darkness. I no longer have anyone to guide me through the darkness. They've left--completely. And I'm not joking.
I have tried every single one of my couples. You know what I got? Absolutely nothing. Two paragraphs of nothing; it was mostly my rambling with a word or two thrown in by a character. It's killing me. I can see them, but I can't hear them. I can see them so clearly, they're still there, but there's a giant, thick wall right in front of them that prevents me from doing anything with them. They still continue on as normal, I've watched them, yet I get nothing. And what bothers me the most is that Rowena and Luke are among that throng.
Anyone with fangs is behind that wall!

Because they've left, I'm left in the dark. But what's this? There's a white spot, like a spotlight from above, being shone above the door. What's behind the door? Why, it's a completely different world! Things I've never read about, things I've never even HEARD of! A world all my own at last.
But where are all the fangs? Does no one here have fangs?
None. No one. All normal.
How can this be? I've always had immortals! They've always had fangs! This can't change so suddenly!
But it has.
The people here are not completely human, but they are in no part vampire. A vampire story can hardly hold my attention anymore. A vampire movie will do nothing for me. Anyone with fangs, or the vampire attributes, no longer intrigue me. I'm done for.
Now I have strangers. Well, their not all strangers. I still have Chloe, who has spit out 65 pages so far, but she's practically avoiding me. I guess she wasn't happy that she got her wrist broken--practically the whole arm, but who's paying attention? Still, I don't know this world. Everywhere I turn there's a different scene, something always happening, and no one is being brutally murdered by having their throat ripped out. People are time traveling, and playing with laser guns, and... and... and... THINGS! Oh the THINGS!! It's not normal things!
The weirdest part of all of it is that this world functions like the real world. It has day and night, and different things happen at different times of day. There is no eternal darkness whistling the same tune over and over.
And the people are sort of shy. I want to say their afraid of me, the way they give me a paragraph at a time, but I don't know if that's the case. Their just reluctant to give me the story. Maybe they think its not good enough? But, honestly, I'm fascinated by this new world. I want to know all its secrets, all its characters. It's truly a world of my own.
For those of you who actually knows what that means, you understand how big this feat is. For those of you who don't know: Olive is a doppleganger. She'll take a best seller, add a twist with different characters, and try to pass it as her own. It never finishes though. I've never been able to come up with something that's all my own. And now I have this world, with these people (where, thankfully, original Chloe is), and a chance to start all different kinds of adventure.
That right there sounds just like heaven.
I'm depressed that I no longer care for vampires and werewolves as I once did, but now I have all these people who are human, or are part human with some kind of other, less likely paranormal factor to them. No more Vamps and Wolves for me, I guess. Maybe this means I can resurrect Raven; I was enjoying her debates with the spirits. But what I really want to focus on, since this world finally opened up ('cause I sorta always knew it was there since Chloe came by) is Noelle's story and Raine's story. I want to write Noelle but I have the worst time arguing with third person (which is why Raven never worked out to begin with.)

So, yeah, there's my rant. Unstoryfied DD: