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ThatOneRiceball
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 02:47am

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	Some more depression and other good related things. The good things about this week was.. I went to festival on Saturday. Played songs, and had fun with my friends. We played spin the bottle in the bus, and I enjoyed playing it. Getting a kiss on your cheek, just feels awkward. But it's warm in ways. And, yes I stayed over at my cousin's house. But, however... when I came back.. Things were bad. My parents were arguing.... And it seems... like the truth was reveiled. My dad never cares for me. I had noticed that because.. He never helped me, never supported me, or ever try and make me feel better. But he was full of greed. He owns his stupid chopper, his hummer, his boat.. and this big house we have. My mom pays for all of this... And it seems, he uses my mom as a tool. My mom was crying earlier, and all screaming.. It brings me down the most.. When my mom cried. Back in January... I was so scared that My mom was going to die. She was having surgery on her tube that females have. So, she can't produce babies anymore. Now.. my dad never feels for my mom. I hate my dad. He was the worst I can relate to... Eventually, my mom will move out.. and move to a house, but I'm not sure of which path too take. I would go with my mom, but I can't lose friends again.. And, I really wish I can go somewhere close to Georgia. I'm sorry Jane, but I still have my feelings for you. As if you ever read this diary at all.. But, Please.. I still love you. Even if you don't feel the same way... Soon, this week is also going to be hell.

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Rannii
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Tue Mar 04, 2008 @ 12:20am

(: Glad to hear you had fun at a festival. xD Spin the bottle.
They still do that thesedays? Lawlz.

): I'm sorry to hear things aren't working out for you at home with your family.
:/ Sounds like your dad doesn't really care about anyone but himself and is probably fed up with you & your mom or something.
> o >; Your dad sounds cruel. (No offense) He's probably going through some things right now & doesn't know how to deal with it & so he lets it out on his family just because your 2 are there and all.
You should try & go comfort your mom and tell her your there for her and stuff to make her feel better. If your dad treats you & your mom like that all the time then I don't think you two need him in your life. If he's causing depression around the house or causing problems from arguing that might lead to abusment.. >> I say you guys should divorce him. ): sorry.
><; I can't stand people who make thier spouse cry & thier family unhappy and doesn't do anything to resolve the problem. Just try your best to stay happy & make your happy and do things around the house to make the enviornment at home not depressing. C: Don't worry, you'll get through it. <3

Surgery on her tubes?
I'm guessing she got her tubes tied.
It prevents women from ever having babies agian when a women gets thier tubes tied.I would know, since my sister got her tubes tied after she had her 2 kids.
D; I don't think it can cause death though. Glad your mom made through the surgery <3

o .o If I were in your position, I would go with my mom.
I mean I guess making new friends again will be hard but family will never change.
They'll always be there.I would go to help her make it through the divorce and start all over so everything will be at peace again.

As for Jane. I can see you still love her.
D; Uhh I dunno if I want to post it here in your journal on my opinon.
><;; Maybe I should just PM you about it. D=
But you might get mad at what I say or it could make you even more depressed.
Gah. x= Me shut up now.

Don't give up Jon! (: You'll make it through this!!! <3

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