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This pain is just to much to bare
Stronger then i wish to Dare
Never have felt this Emtpy
Look down at me, Show me Pity
Carved Arms, bleeding, Shattered Heart
This sorrow is taring me apart
Nothing but 2 weeks all Alone.
By the end of the first Week, It'll be Known
It'll be known, They found me
On the floor Cold with no Pulse yet i still bleed,
When My pain and happiness Conflicted
All the wounds on my Body are Self-Inflicted,
And still blood flows from these Gashes
Even tho I am dead an' cold, The sorrow felt Before came in Lashes-
Of sudden Grief, Slowly killing me, Leading
To the death I know will Soon Come with No one Heeding
No one noticing the Pain
No one even taking Notice to the Tears that poor like Rain
No one knows Why ive gone Insane
Its a mystery
But not to me
I know the Reason for this is all my Fault
Nobody can understand Its me, I had to Molt
The happiness, for i knew It wouldnt Last
I don't understand completely myself, Mabey the reasons are from the Past
Im not all to sure, So what can i say to you?
all i know is I made a decision, And I carried it through
It doesnt make sense, To you nor me
But that doesnt matter, Now i sit here And Cry
Holding that Binder, soaking it in Tears, telling Sanity Goodbye
This is how it'll always be For the rest of my life
I dont know how to make it right
Please teach me a better way to Comply.
It'll take years for these wounds to Heal
Even after that I will still have scars to Deal, with
Composure a far away Myth
Something I will never have agane
Always unsteady and Broken, always having a hint of pain
The future Holds no hope
I know you're gone Forever and Im such a Dope
For letting you Go.
Pure joy will always be a far away Echo.
No Faith that'll get Better at all
Because i know I made my point stand tall
When I left you.
Then it seemed like I knew what I was doing but now I dont know what to do
Your gone. Never coming Back. I know
Because i Said so
To you when I was making my Point of why I must go
But now I hate myself for leaving you.
And all I know how to do
Is Cry
And tell Life goodbye..
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