I'm having a birthday party sleep-over today! It starts at 6:00 and it's 4:30 right now! I'M SO EXCITED! I had a school dance yesterday...it sucked...sort of. I straightened my hair for nothing! I NEVER straighten my hair, Never! No boy asked me too dance! I almost felt like crying, I like sat down the whole entire dance. The theme was Black and White techno..a boy I call "Jumping Boy" was sitting down and I asked what was wrong and he flipped me off...which was sort of funny..but still. They played my favorite song!! "Love Song" by Sara Bareilles. I wish Josh was at the dance they played this sort of slow song and I sat down and made I note on my phone that said, "I'm ugly! I'll never get a date! No boy will ever like me!" Alli felt the same way too! No the not phone thing, no one knew I put that in there except me. Me and Alli felt so unwanted...and unloved..not cool. The sort of slow song reminded me of Josh and after that song I said to myself, "I guess you never no how much you love somebody untill they leave you." Too this day I will always miss Josh even if I see him, I'll miss him when he walks away. He makes me think of the song "Teardrops on my guitar" when I think of him. I don't see anyone when I see him..I love him so much..
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