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	yamiruri's Journal description of my yournal??....ok.....um.....I guess I'll talk about junk that I like (like anime and junk).....I'll really be using it more like a real journal would be used

	who am I again?
	who am I again?


I don't want to scare anyone (so kitty.......get out of here). I know that there are people out there who actually give a damn weather I live or not but I just can't help thinking that I should be burried already......I don't want to think this way,don't get me wrong....but I just can't stop it sometimes......I can't tell my parents about it 'cause last time I did I got yelled at (thank you father figure for being an a***e).....so I know I can't trust them......it's funny,I've already planned my funeral.....in my head atleast.....I know that if I ever do something deadly,they won't know until it's too late 'cause I know at what time to do it (you have to learn everyone's schedule and act just the right way and everything falls into place xd )......I don't want to kill myself.....I relly don't......but sometimes I can't help thinking about how much better eveyone else would be without me......I won't harm myself though.....I promissed kitty and raven that I wouldn't and I still have to keep the other promisse that me and kitty made.....and I wouldn't be able to do that if I killed myself tonight,would I? ^_^no,guess not..... yamiruri** · Sat Aug 06, 2005 @ 03:43am · 3 Comments


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	eek b-big carol, why didnt you tell me?! please please please dont hurt yourself! I love you!! please dont!! hugs it will be ok....what will i do without you! i wouldnt know what happend and there would be noone to tell me! please! i beg you!!! dont do any thing bad!!!!and dont make it sound funny cuz its not!!!!!!!i really really love you big sis!!! and so do your friends!! it will be ok. i sware on my grat-grandmothers grave. Offline Inuyasha_taco_bob · Community Member · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 04:29am


	big carol plz don't do it you got friends who cares about you and you always give me the courge to keep going on with life so plz don't sad Offline Kagomesitboy55 · Community Member · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 07:08am


	hi there! just want you to know there are lots of people who have problems too but they never give up on their lives. if your dad hurts u and looks down on you, isnt that all the more reason for you to live and prove him wrong? do your best to overcome your pain and sadness. instead of getting lower lower till you hit the bottom, why not look up and realize theres no other way to go but up? cheer up and learn to overcome your deepest trials and be strong enough to show you can handle this obstacle to. if you can do this then any other problems would seem like nothing to you in the future cuz you would always remember you have gone through worse. show your dad that he is the one who made the mistake of not realizing what you can do and what potential he overlooked in you. always do your best and know that if you ever need someone to talk to you got your friends like me to talk to and support you. 3nodding Offline kiki__kabuki · Community Member · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 05:18pm

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