It's quite interesting and ironic.
Anthony never seemed like he was interested in me in the first place. Well, interested in talking to me. :/
But what do ya know, after seven months of no talking, he IMed me monday night. I wandered away from my pc at the time, and when I came back I was like "wtf@that" I was curious as to what he wanted.
Then, I tried staying up to see if he'd come back online. But...I passed out at my pc. :3 And guess what? he IMed me again. And I woke up, four hours after the matter. And I was like "woops." Then went back to sleep.
Life's a b***h, aint it?
..in all honesty though, I felt some old feelings rushing back to me. Not to such a strong extent as when I loved him.. but it was odd. I felt kinda anxious to talk to him a day or two after the matter. Now? I just don't care.
In other news, I haven't seen Ryan in over a ******** month. It's killing me now. And him, being the sweetheart he is, said that he'd wait till I was 16 to date me. If that's not love, I don't know what is. But damnit 16 is 8 months away. We'll still.. chill I guess...?
"I feel so lost when you're not at my side"
-Schizoid
 Refined Corruption · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 04:17pm · 1 Comments |
