"Light up... light up... as if you have a choice...... ...even if you cannot hear my voice.... I'll be right beside you, dear...."
Hmmm.... what to do when the skies are gray and the water is blue? crying I've been kinda depressed nowadays... I dunno why.... it just feels like it's so cold, and yet so warm (choking in a way).... It's been really lonely too.... no one to talk to.... and my stupid music player (which shuffles music automatically) keeps playing all these sad/ instrumental songs!!! crying they're not helping mend my heart you know!!! I really do miss Sky....... cry he was the best... Ever. I could almost imagine his pm's to me, and how long and sweet they were... it's a good thing I'd deleted my mail.... so I have nothing to look at and feel so sad anymore... I already tried msn messaging him... since he's not logging on here on gaia.... I really wished he would come back on...... maybe he's that warmth I wanna feel?
Moonlight_Dancero9 · Wed May 28, 2008 @ 01:12am · 13 Comments |