meh teacher said i can go with kat...not that i wasnt gonna go wit her anyway.>.< also i just added meh playlist to my pro and the first song that came on was Writing On The Walls by Underoath and that made me happy. i dont know why though. it just reminds me of all the days i spent doing my homework in my brothers room while he played video games and we listened to underoath and other good bands. thats how i like the bands i like. its because of him and i thank him for that. i never really thanked him verbally, but i hope he knows how he changed my life.im gonna miss him. hes leaving next summer to join the airforce. im gonna totally miss him. i kind of already do, even though he didnt leave yet...its as if hes getting farther away, as if he doesnt like me. he spends all his time wih his gf and friends, and he ignores me. thats were my friends come in. they are funny and awesome and weird. they probably dont know that they also changed my life, but they did. they dont know how they helped by making me laugh with all the crap thats going on in my family. They have no idea. but since they dont know, thay help me even more. It also helps that they never read my gaian journal thingy....as no one else does, but watever..this journal was for me, and whoever cared enough to read it. i luv my brother and my friends. if anything ever happened to them, i dont know wat ill do.
[ This No Longer Excludes Shelby ] lul
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