Today has been pretty moody for me all morning.
Everything has been confusing for me and well....
I love Steve so very much, we have been together for nearly a year and sure we had some problems along the way, but I really want to be with him.
I Guess I am scared, scared he might leave me or I guess I am scared we'd grow distand from each other over time when both of us will be in college.
I dunno if I am strong enough for this.
I realised that it doest matter if he really goes study, he will meet other girls and such but I don't believe he'd do anything to upset me and I just realised how stupid I am for worrying over him getting a gf and all behind my back.
I really hope I wont lose courage and my temper, I have seen a couple lik ethat and it's sad.
However, Juu's bf did move to Cali for her and they got married at a city hall.
* Yawns, I am glad I wrote how I am feeling right now somewhere, otherwise if I bottle it up I might go nuts.
xXPrincess.Kawaii.KittyXx · Thu Aug 18, 2005 @ 06:02pm · 0 Comments |