Exhaustion and starvation are taking their toll...damned weight loss stuff...and for what? Someone who I guess doesnt care about me...
But perhaps Im in it for me too, Im tired of being ugly and fat...and stupid. Im redoubling my studying efforts, and working my a** off to get that scholarship...Ill earn it. Every day for 3 hours Ive been studying, and its killing me but Im determined for results...one mistake is all it takes and the 2400 is lost to me forever. One mistake...
It all sits on me, I have no one else...exactly the way it's always been. Im shutting it all in as I should have done long ago.
Aliakai Suntetsu · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 01:56am · 0 Comments |