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Ok I decided to do a rant call these my ideals or values, or somethin the subject of today is being real…
First off lemme just say that I aint popular by choice if I wanted to be popular, and put the effort in to deny my personality I’d prolly be a ******** herebus or whatever the male version of a succubus is called, but that’s just what I hate hell most of the “popular crowd out there is prolly only doin it because of theyre own ******** insecuritys, and feel worthless unless they ******** surround themselves with cookie cutter people who they really have nothing in common with except for a shared insecurity, and desire to feel worth, and a justification of their exsistance through others, when in reality they’ll sell eachother out in a second if they feel like someone in the group doesn’t like them because of a fopa or whatever that word is, see this also leads to my definition of a juggalo: someone who don’t give a fuc abnout what anyone thinks, most people see these people as ******** poser thugs etc, but honestly I am a juggalo, and I am a lover, not a fighter (but im also a fighter so don’t get any ideas) seriously im a non-violent person at heart, unless someone really pisses me off wich doesn’t happen often. On the other hand sumaru wolf, my brother(not actually related) loves fightin, hell we argue all the time, but we still bros, and its because we both real wit each other, and we like simmaler s**t and we got a history and all that. Now goin back to the people who are fake as ******** I got a theory about why they always ******** whores to anybody who doesn’t fall into their perfect little definition of being, its because it brings reality into their delusional perfect little world, and it makes them scared that they aren’t who they are, and that those people they surround themselves with will find that out, and so they try to drive them away out of fear of reality it really is a sad example of denial. Now onto the vicems, and this is the part that really makes me mad at the delusinol people mentioned above. The vicems, sometimes, and believe me I have seen this myself start to actually believe that what the people above are saying, leading to low self esteeme, I mean hell I prefer hangin with people who refuse to change, real people than fake whores, but all too often these real people start to hate themselves because of the fake ones, and their numbers, wich I suppose comes from the whole multiple sources of information all saying the same thing must be true, when in fact that’s not true, and this is weird comin from me, a staunch believer that the majority of the group determines reality, but its not, and well I just think its horrible that these people have such low selfesteeme because of fake whores, and I know im sorta runnin in circles but ******** you this is my rant, I guess what im tryin to say is ******** bein a fake whore be yourself be a juggalo, and ******** everyone else who don’t like it because theyre lower than you cause theyr prolly not bein themselves, especially if they hate you for you real people don’t do that theyre content with who they are, and don’t pick fights to make themselves feel better. And I know that any juggalos that read this might not like my definitions but really I have 2 levles, self acceptance, and then being a juggalo in the carnival sense, but that second level is only for those who chose to walk that rode, I guess im preaching tolerance, but mainly im just tryin to say bu want and be real man do what you want, act like you want, and well I guess that’s it hope you liked the rant and if not well ******** you I just wasted your time…
 7thwave- · Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 01:08am · 2 Comments |
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