only a day away from exams....i hate it...
today the Math tutor told on me to my dad, said i need more practice and that i wasn't trying "hard enough"....like hell! its not my fault that i don't get math...anyways i'll "try harder" if thats what he wants...
my b'day is also coming up Sept 1st....i wanna throw a party but not enough ppl to invite..i have a serious shortage of people that interest me...
so far i've got 11...
i was thinking that if the list ceases to increase maybe i have the party in my living room which is really big enough for it, but if miraculously i do find more ppl i have some interest in, then we shift to a rented place...i have some doubts though...i mean things aren't really the way i'd have liked them to be, so maybe this won't work out either...i couldn't care less actually...i mean not having my mom and sis here is reason enough not to celebrate, and if my f****** dad would have worked towards it a bit more, perhaps i'd have been with my mom right about now....
its like he doesn't want me here, but he doesn't want me to go either...WTF!?!?!
however....the Olympics are going well...but i think i won't be able to tune into that for a while now...coz of the "exams" which i'm pretty sure i won't pass...but i'm hoping for the best....well i've been hoping for the best for a long time but God has kept giving me the worst...idek..
and now i have to go study...boy oh boy has this been my "best" summer EVAR! or what!!?!
 Sooshihana · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 12:31pm · 0 Comments |
