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Y.Y i feel guilty.... very.. guilty..
i spend most of my time in school drawling pictures of the biggest mistake of my life...
i never wanted to hurt u... but i did anyway,
i never wanted u to cry, but u did it anyway,
i never wanted to see or hear another sad face, but i did anyway,
i never wanted this to happen.... but it did anyway..
i never wanted to be like i did, but i did anyway..
it seems like if i didn't want to die, i wold anyway then and there,
im affrad that something would happen to someone that i dearly love to die for at anytime and anywhere because of something i did and made them feel,
im affrad to hand out my hand to anyone in need because if i do, that person would die..
i promused u that u would be happy... but i didn't and that counts as a lie..
if i had one wish, it would only put me out of my missery...
i dumped u,
i made u cry,
i hurt u,
i broke ur heart,
and.... now i just wana die in hell because of it...
i regret that i lived,
i regret that i did those to u,
and i deeply regret that i haven't killed myself yet...