like I needed to write something. Lurking is fun and all...but it's soo pointless. I'd rather have people to talk to. And by all appearances no one I usually talk to is on. Most likely because of school. Go figure. SChool starts and you don't see hide or hair of the normal people who are usually on but the people who've been gone forever suddenly are popping up everywhere. Why the heck is that?
I just don't understand.
So right now I am kind of sad. I need a way of getting somewhere tonight but have no one to take me. *sigh* At least not in my family. I guess I should start making a few calls to the people who are going to see if someone can drop by on their way to the meeting tonight and see if they can pick me up.
I suppose I could call and see if I can come early...because then perhaps my dad could drop me off. Well, I'll do that in a little while.
Until then I'll just keep writing.
My life at the moment is almost in limbo. Like I'm in between a plateau, of where I once was and where I could be going. Its kind of frustrating at times...and almost always boring. I wish I had a job that I actually liked, as well as more hours and more chance of going farther. I still haven't heard back from those people I sent my resume to. Maybe I should call them.
I think I need something to do with my free time...like some classes. But to do that I need more money. Which means a different job. Everything I want or need to do depends on something I don't have yet. It's really frustrating. I NEED A CHANGE!
A BIG change. *sigh*
I suppose there are other people out there with the same problems...but I haven't really found any.
Perhaps I need to do things other than playing around on the computer and doing things that aren't really productive or lucrative for me. Which means a big change is in store for me. Like quiting Gaia. I never thought that would happen to me. But apparently it may. I guess I'll just have to see how things happen.
Hopefully it won't happen for a long while.
 Minyaagar · Thu Aug 28, 2008 @ 05:27pm · 0 Comments |
