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A convers with a friend who is now a...foe? |
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So...talked with nat today.
Just wow.
o-o;
I didn't know I went that bad on her meter because I sided with lepper for one time. o-o; Apparently I've been doing bad s**t in teh realms. Well, I dont' remember them so I don't know what's she's getting at there. She told me how funny the foxes were when we all banned all those people. Well, yes, we are worried of nat because, what, are we suppose to deny the truth?
She's good, and might as well not deny it, only cause us more trouble later.
Yeah, me and eddie may have over done it banning all those normal people well, they all had little to no posts so....
Because I'm closing off I wasn't able to tell her aura or emotions as well as I normally am, but I could tell I was treading on dangerousness grounds. I don't give a damn if she did laugh because I am worried of her. Yes, I guess I could be scared but, I honestly dont' care. I can suppose she doesn't know what's been going on in my head. Hahahaha. That means she doesn't know my real intentions. That's good. Because, I don't know them either! XD I find it funny that she laughs because I take caution, like I should be. It's ok though.
Nat was talking about how I'd end up going to hell because of my sin of judging. Well, um, I kinda do that a lot. >_>; And that's not my only sin. I've done worser things. I know, I'm a terrible person, I know that I'm a s**t bag, and I know that I deserve to burn. I shouldn't be alone because I'm not the only one whose judging people. Hahahaha. I havn't even TRIED anything bad against nat for a while. My necklace I sent her? It sent some poor soul to a mental instiute. I didn't know that would happen, but I am sorry for it. I would make it better, but I don't know how.
She said that the necklace only proved my intetions of hostility. HAHAHAHA! If she wants me to be hostle, I can be ******** hostile. Hahahaha! She hasn't seen me be hostile yet. Apparently because I'm such a bad person without even trying, then I can't wait to see what happens if I actually try to be dark! HAHAHAHAHA! I wonder if she can tell how I've been attempting to let dark into myself more often now, and how I've been turning darker or at least trying to get that way.
She's lucky she's so strong.....I'm not stupid enough to go after someone far out of my leage. God, just thinking about her makes me pissed. *growl* I hate how she thinks all high and mighty of herself....I even more hate how she's almost fully right. She just can't get human thoughts tight though. It's understand able.
She's awful frusterating. -_-; Just how she acts, it's just so frusterating. Arugh....
This whole realms bussiness is so irratating! -__-;
I hate myself pretty bad right now. Oooh is that a sin too?! Am I gonna burn for hating myself o' mighty natalie-sama? *snarl*....
Her arrogance is frusterating. From what I knwo, she hasn't caught my actual intentions ever. She thought she had a few times, but no, she hadn't. It's annoying. So frusterating that she acts like she knows everything! She still has yet to solve this puzzle. And I swear, if we get into a fight in the realms, and I die, well I'ma die with a big a** grin on my face, because that'll mean she still, hasn't gotten it.
And she never will.
If I have her profiled right, she won't ever get it. Hahahaha.
When I die I'ma go out laughing. Because I know that she won't ever get it. She won't ever get what I'm really trying to do.
Really, I tried not to be that bad of a person.
Honestly, I did. I wanted to be good adn nice and everything.
I knew I must have been something terrible if I got treated the way I did.
So if I'm really this bad of a person why shouldn't I just go out now!?
HAHAAHAHAHA!
It's not like I have anything left! XD I don't have anything holding me back anymore. I'm a terrible person! Hahaha! I'll show you. I'll show you all. Hahahahaaha.....
I'll show you all.
 x-l J i n x l-x · Thu Sep 25, 2008 @ 11:08pm · 0 Comments |
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