ok so i havent written a lot in my journal lately.. ive been gettin grilld for being on the comp so long. haha ne wayy.. my week has been good bad and good.. it was rly bad last night i was watchn fushigi yugi and it was the epos where nuriko dies i cried so muchh.. then i started thinkn but my mom and if she rly missed me and missd being around me. and then i startd cryin again.. lol then eventually i cut well scrappd my upper wrists.. no blood so it was ok. haha i had a huge headcahe dis morning cause i cried so muchh.. i cried myself to sleep. omg when roger seen my arm he was like awww baby. ill make it better.. lol nd he kissed my cuts.. lol i felt totally better. lol mann when im wit roger i feel complete.. haha... heart i love a new band called between the trees. their song "the way she feels" relates to me. lol.. u know both my parents are losers. they dont want me and it hurts but im happy. im with ppl who love and care for me. and i know its gonna be ok. ^_^ mann i was sittin on a lil chair and DAMN my bk hurts. lol last night i watchd a oldies movie made in the 80s hehehehe.. "the brave little toaster" haha it was ubbbber good.. lol. man i swear im an 80s child i know loads of 80s songs and telly shows and movies hehe.. but i was born 1990 so yea. lol well i gotta go.. its gettin late.. hehe YAWWN ttyl ily!
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