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	An Echo in the Dark An aspiring novelist's deepest thoughts. Well, most of the time. Get them while they're hot people!

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Okay..... a quick little (maybe) catchup on my life...... though.... stress will say it in a nutshell...... 1. Working 40+ hours a week at a job that I hate cause the owners are cruel, power-hungry and greedy. If one of my co-workers want a cigarette break, they are not allowed to have one. Even a break for food or just to sit down for 10 minutes in a 9 hour shift. No breaks are allowed. I work at a privately owned Chevron Station..... for those who dont know...... there's 6 workers... typically two have the day off or whatever.... so 4 workers covering a 19 hour store day. On top of helping customers, we each have a ton of work to do and not getting done in our shift is no excuse to stay over. and if its not done.... then we get written up for it. and its 3 strikes your out. so.... I'm gonna end up getting written up for getting overtime. cause I aint working for free. stare Oh! and get this.... if someone drives off, we have to pay for that gasout of our checks, or get written up if we dont have their information. stare even if we are alone, and swamped with customers. They dont care. Its our fault and they want their damned money. GAH!!! 2. On top of working... I am in two college classes... math and history... though... sighs as I just failed a test in history.... I'm dropping it today.... yay...... gonna get yelled at even more...... Sighs sad Math isnt that hard... just the assignments are time consuming... and now I think I have to go buy a new calculator cause I think mine got swiped...... gonk sighs yay.... 100 bucks to get a new flipping calculator..... 3. My finances are going to be slim.... sighs very slim. I have to get alot of different things to get back to school in Idaho in January... as I live in TExas at the moment... I havent had a true winter in years.... so I need to get soemthing to "keep warm" I owe my parents insurance... and a hell lot of crap.... but I am going to go see some friends!!! even if I need to wait til the spring... I will come see you guys!! and ya'll can come see me too.... hint hint 4. We're in the process of moving... so that is stressful too....... sad .... cause I want to relax on my days off... but packing and crap..... too much to do... 5. I have a friend.... her boyfriend might not live... and she's taking it hard.... and .... I just.... pauses...... 6. cry I want out of this life.... cry just completely depressed herself...... curls up in her dark corner in the rafters and sighs the so called happiest part of my life is going fast... and I havent even gotten to enjoy it...... Rennassance fair hopefully on saturday... so I'll post pics if I get to go...... curls up tight and whimpers Marion-san · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 06:04pm · 6 Comments


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	hugs tight . . . sad Offline The_Asian_Invasion · Community Member · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 08:07pm


	blinks holy (censored)! blinks i have no clue what thats like...gehhhhhhh! from teh sounds of your job...well, i would get another one. No point of working for a bunch of (censored) holes! <_< wow i censore! i need new words, like fack! yes, and doom! wait i use that! GOD DOOM IT! lol. back to topic. hmmm, well, as for moving, no one knows better than me. Lets see, i moved counts quebec city, winnipeg, chatham, barrington, calgary, edmnoton, and medicine hat<<<best place ever...NOT! well, its hard to move all the time, a sacrafice that has to be made in the military, but hey, we comped with it, how? well, id ont the other times, way to young to remember...but in edmonton, i stayed there for 8 years (best years of my life) and well when you stay in a place tat long, you kinda get attached to it. sigh. I still miss it. well, i had my friends to help me out. I miss ya guys! (knows they cant hear me, but still...) We stay in contact! well, thats what real friends do. You can count on me to still talk to ya...drops head even if it seems impossible...gah (joining the military in two months or so...) well, after the training....sarcastic wheee.... i'll be able to get online again. looks at bank i need a second job! not enough! sigh! well, with firends by your side, you cant fail! smiles even when they're not there! They're my strength (family too!) and even when im alone, they'll still be with me, in my heart! so i cant fail! smiles and nods a fact of life! well, just dont let moving bring ya down! ^^ besides, you best years are ahead of you! This is the time for preparing for your life! jobs, education...etc. After that, its your best years. Trust me! ^_- looks forward i know, beacause i believe! Just believe as well. Sonan doko nio te! <<<my life's moto! (for those who have no clue...which almost never do...) it means "everything will turn out alright in the end" ^^ believe! i sound like some sort of preist! Oo ! laughs hang in there! and by the way...i didnt catch you hint...not obvoius enough. its hould be like.... [size=18]HINT, HINT[/size] now if that doesnt catch your attention, what will? lol climbs on rafters and offers hand get up and face it with confidence! Nothing can bring you down after that! smiles wind blows ah jeez! falls off is on ground that doesnt count! :) Offline Surfer-Yves · Community Member · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 06:06pm


	blinks holy (censored)! blinks i have no clue what thats like...gehhhhhhh! from teh sounds of your job...well, i would get another one. No point of working for a bunch of (censored) holes! <_< wow i censore! i need new words, like fack! yes, and doom! wait i use that! GOD DOOM IT! lol. back to topic. hmmm, well, as for moving, no one knows better than me. Lets see, i moved counts quebec city, winnipeg, chatham, barrington, calgary, edmnoton, and medicine hat<<<best place ever...NOT! well, its hard to move all the time, a sacrafice that has to be made in the military, but hey, we coped with it, how? well, i dont remeber the other times, way to young to remember...but in edmonton, i stayed there for 8 years (best years of my life) and well when you stay in a place tat long, you kinda get attached to it. sigh. I still miss it. well, i had my friends to help me out. I miss ya guys! (knows they cant hear me, but still...) We stay in contact! well, thats what real friends do. You can count on me to still talk to ya...drops head even if it seems impossible...gah (joining the military in two months or so...) well, after the training....sarcastic wheee.... i'll be able to get online again. looks at bank i need a second job! not enough! sigh! well, with firends by your side, you cant fail! smiles even when they're not there! They're my strength (family too!) and even when im alone, they'll still be with me, in my heart! so i cant fail! smiles and nods a fact of life! well, just dont let moving bring ya down! ^^ besides, you best years are ahead of you! This is the time for preparing for your life! jobs, education...etc. After that, its your best years. Trust me! ^_- looks forward i know, beacause i believe! Just believe as well. Sonan doko nio te! <<<my life's moto! (for those who have no clue...which almost never do...) it means "everything will turn out alright in the end" ^^ believe! i sound like some sort of preist! Oo ! laughs hang in there! climbs on rafters and offers hand get up and face it with confidence! Nothing can bring you down after that! smiles wind blows ah jeez! falls off is on ground that doesnt count!! Trust me! Ps "hint, hint" << trying to tell us something? laughs Offline Surfer-Yves · Community Member · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 06:14pm


	looks at second comment in frustration WHY WONT YOU DELETE?!?!??!?!??!?!? falls sigh! please ignore second and this comment* (May delete them!) Offline Surfer-Yves · Community Member · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 06:22pm


	huggles and holds you it'll be ok hun Offline AmiliaBlack · Community Member · Fri Nov 12, 2004 @ 09:09pm


	Huggles May-chan tight Wow and I thought my life was tough right now... sad clings Nee we should get together sometime. I'll give you a call sometime here soon, k 3nodding I hope things are able to start getting better for you soon. Hugs Offline Miya Kitsune · Community Member · Sun Nov 14, 2004 @ 06:16am

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