Long day at school....accompanied with some troubling observations and thoughts....
So I guess I'll rant about my day.
I was still tired when I woke up this morning and I had to force myself up....As I was getting ready, Steven C., this kid in my class, he called me on my cell...Which, was kinda strange, because I don't remember giving him my cell number. At first I thought it was paige, then when I found out it was Steven, I wondered why the hell was he calling me so freaking early? We just talked for a bit until we had to head out to school....I didn't eat that morning, just took my pill with some milk and strapped on my converses.
Advisory was pretty much just normal. We didn't really DO anything but mess around and mingle with everyone. I went to math....I pretty much goofed off and drew...home work was pretty easy, so I was able to finish it in class...I had gym today...because I wasn't following the directions though I had to walk around the bus lot with a few other people... Um...English was normal...we just read more of that novel "Stargirl"...Right now the class is at chapter 16...I'm on 17....I kinda read ahead....I guess it's alright though...
Um...Science was pretty fun...we were measuring bottle rocket's speed etc....uh...people kept asking me to borrow what I had written, because most of them were to busy taking pictures and talking....it was kinda cool though that we got to be outside.....
So...uh...the troubling parts now I guess.....---
A few days ago John told me that my aura had gotten a lot weaker lately or was weaker then usual. He told me that was wrong because I'm suppose to be watching over him so I should be stronger then him....This did kinda worry me a little, but I just decided that it was because I havn't been going so well lately....
Um...the next day John gave me this blue 3 string rope thing...He told me it was a healing bracelet that would get stronger by the hour...I didn't like touching it or being near it, it was kinda unsettling.....And uh...I was getting that little alarm in my head that was telling me that the bracelet was not just a few pieces of string John had tied together...So uh...John told me to either wear this thing or keep it around me....I don't know why though....
I put it in my binder that I carry around all the time....It's still there too...um...I was wondering if I should burn it....but I'll keep it around for now....just in case it is really a healing device....which could prove useful for the near future.... I have my suspicions though that it probably saps you of something you need though....
Uh...anyway...um..I asked John if he knew about how to draw energy from a star figure....he said he did, because it was the basics of magic or witch craft...he said I probably couldn't use it though, because I'd have to be a witch....so um...if I am guessing correctly that means that drawing energy from a star would mean using the elements thing and all that....that is if what John is saying is true.
But um...so anyway....uh...I've been getting really light headed and kinda woozy with a stomach ache more often after school....um...I havn't been eating breakfast or lunch but um...normally I don't get all sick and tired feeling like that just because I skip two meals....at least that easily anyway....So uh...that kinda worried me....Um....I've been getting dehydrated a lot more often....and sometimes it's kinda hard to swallow....so um...that kinda worried me alittle too....
Uh...well finally...I guess that the Chakra's that I had almost finished opening up have closed up....and um....it was kinda annoying but um...I guessed that I could always work on it later....uh....I had other stuff to say too...but um...I don't remember them right now......
 x-l J i n x l-x · Wed Oct 15, 2008 @ 09:10pm · 2 Comments |
