Okay so it's been a while since I've wrote anything, guess it's been a little crazy here. Where to begin...
Oh okay,so I have been looking for work, as most of you know, and thats just NOT working no matter where I apply or how many applications I submit, no one is hireing here in New hampshire. It's suckng cause we have all these damned bills are piling up. T~T
Also I have been getting sick...a LOT...and it's starting to tick off Dougs mom.Adding to being sick, I have been very lonely, and kinda home sick, I find myself crying more and more often because I miss my Grandma and siblings soooo much. and this is really hard on me, cause this is the longest I have been away from my family. And now because I'm thinking I might not get a job soon, I'm afraid I won't get to go see my family for Christmas. and I want to soooooo bad.
Now that I have gotten the sad stuff out of the way, onto the ne stuff. Here on gaia I have been making new friends here on gaia, which for a while I wa having trouble doing, as well as branching out and trying new things, like hollywood, though I'm not too into it yet , I am trying to get into. I have also made a guild and am doing avi arts.
I have been hanging out with more friends in rl, cause well I have been having trouble meeting people in New Hampshire v.v...but meh, I'm slowly getting over that.
Another awesome thing is my wonderful bf (Doug) has really been trying to manage his anger, so our relationship is doing GREAT. We have even set a date for our wedding!!!! I'm soo excited. I have also been working on some of my faults. I'm trying to get rid of my fears and self doubts, an that has also been helping our relationship too ^.^
well thats all for now
I'll try to write again soon
Luv ya all
Heather aka xXArtemis CyreneXx
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