EXCUSE THIS ******** RANT BUT I AM SSSOOOOOO A LIAR
I am so tired of acting it isn't funny. And y'know what here's a lil something to tell you: I'm the greatest actor in the world. Sound arrogant? GOOD. I'm the one who's beem acting for four year about being the little, quiet girl who was the perfect angel and student. I'm tired of acting like I din't lose any respect at ALL wwhen you told me about Caroline. I'm tired of pretending that I care what other people think since I don't give a damn. And y'know what I'm tired of most of all? I am tired of acting like nothing ever happened between you and me and that we've only ever been friends. I'm tired of putting on a fake happy smile and laughing, and talking to you just so that you won't feel bad and y'know what? I'm done with it. I'm done with acting, and even if it can't change what I've done in the past it can change what'll happen so that I'll never have to act again and even the it can do all that it can't change one ******** thing. And y'know what that is? Well shut up and listen cuz I'm about to tell you. It can't change who I am and that would be a LIAR. Always has, always will be, but I'm gonna stop acting about it and lie my way out of things. So acting can go to hell and be consumed by Chaos whole and this whole rant is all due to...guess who? Oh what's that? Ding ding ding we have a winner! YOU Thanks a lot.
 Spiraling_into_oblivion · Wed Oct 29, 2008 @ 12:01am · 0 Comments |
