Paigey dont think that way. D:
I know thats how it seems to be, but dont the small things that get you happy matter?
when everything finally does feel right for once, even if it gets worse, dont you wanna aim for that feeling once again?
maybe nothing is ever truly solved, but you gotta try and solve things the best you can.
im not sure what the point of living is, but i think were supposed to try and find it. weve only lived for a little over a decade and there will be time for us to find it.