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yo peoples who actually read this sweatdrop
I am.... not fine.... I'm too hyper anymore. It may not show through here, but yeah, I am more hyper! It's evil! gonk Shoot me! gonk crying
Though I must say, I am happy because (DAH DAH DAAAAH!!!!) I've seen Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children mrgreen
Homegee! Everyone, EVERYONE, has to see this movie!!!! gonk It's way WAY too good to pass up! scream DO NOT PASS UP A CHANCE TO SEE THIS MOVIE!!!
I still want Kadaj's hair; so thin, short, and perfect... crying
Anyway, my life = teh sux D=
It's too boring around here. I need something to do >.< COME KIDNAP ME! gonk
Ahaha, I shouldn't say that. Anyone who appears out of thin air, I warn you now and kid me not, I will have you put in the ground the moment you come near me. domokun
But yes, me + life = teh sux. Especially since I just learned I need a frickin' tutor!!!! gonk stressed
Do you know how much I HATE, no better yet, DESPISE tutors?! I hate having to listen to someone tell me what to do, I am not the kind of person who takes orders well. And plus, this is for my most hated subject that I reject to the full, Math. My parent's say that I need to "apply" myself to it and that I need "motivation." NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!! I REFUSE!!! scream scream
I have no motivation yet to hate people and continue on in my false depression!!! scream stressed
I refuse to wake up at 10am, switch on the computer, and listen to some person tell me what to do while I stare at the screen with my little stress mark, "Uh huh... oh really? ... I don't know..." REFUSE REFUSE REFUSE REFUSE REFUSE!!!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!! scream scream scream scream scream scream scream stressed stressed scream scream
But now... if I even try to actually tell my parent's, "I don't want a frickin' tutor." They'll simply reply, "TOO BAD!! You never applied yourself so this is what you get! Karma, dear child."
"KARMA?! What does KARMA have to do with anything!? *stomps off to room while parents scream and yell*"
They abuse me... one moment they'll be praising me for doing such a wonderful job on my English test, then they'll switch masks and start killing me with their words for crap I didn't even do. Each day my mother.... oooo... my mother gets on my nerves, always prying and thinking up excuses to bring me into tears; screaming and cussing as she goes -_-
And my father, he doesn't do anything except give me lectures each night. That's the only time he'll actually say something to me. He thinks that since he's going to school to become a great Christian Education Director, he has to pressure me into always "Listening to what the Lord has to say." I have no offence against any of that since it is my religion, but right now, I just want to get out and live my life as I want. I'm young, I want to try different thing's even though I may regret some. At the moment, I don't care what he has to say.
So yup, my life sucks... I hope everyone else has wonderful days to wake up to...
 Olive_the_Monkey_Ninja · Sun Oct 09, 2005 @ 07:45am · 2 Comments |
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