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Makani can get bored as well.
Um. yeah. I have no ******** idea. probably stupid emotional rants and mindless babbling or quite possibly just random s**t.
Please don't hate me.
I'm sorry to all the friends that I have pushed away this past week or so. I did it because I can't stand the thought of hurting anyone but myself. I'm a selfish idiot and I just don't know about anything anymore... I just got home from the lake. I woke up at 4 this morning and decided to walk there to maybe try and clear my head. I think my fingers are frost bitten but I don't care really. Just everything STILL makes me think of Rais. I mean, yeah, maybe he is better off without me.. I know he is... but... I'm nothing without him.... nothing.... what have I done to be anything different? nothing... I'm worthless. All I do is cause people to hurt and suffer. So, to all those friends I have pushed away... I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

Post Permanent Link melancholy_vomit · Sun Nov 23, 2008 @ 03:51pm · 3 Comments
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    XxErotic_LeprosyxX
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    Sun Nov 23, 2008 @ 05:06pm


    u cant push away a block steel bolted to the ground that behind a even larger titanium block......so yea me and marinea are like gum....u can chew us as hard as u want (no wrongness implied) we wont go away....maybe that makes us annoying but hell we dont care domokun


    neara-wtf
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    Sun Nov 23, 2008 @ 09:18pm


    you're not getting rid of me, pretty boi. you're sleeping with me from now on =^.<= I lub you.
    melancholy_vomit
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    Sun Nov 23, 2008 @ 09:20pm


    aw you guys rock. Thanks for sticking by me even though I suck.
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