Do you ever feel like you've missed something? Confusion overtaking you when your friends have inside jokes with each other or if you are just oblivious about something? -sigh- I guess I made things worse for him.. I mean, why else wouldn't he answer me? I shouldn't have signed on.. I should never have. I'm not wanted anywhere anymore. When I'm not around, my friends tend to cheer up. But when I am, they all turn sad... Is there something wrong with me? Wrong with who I am? What I do? How I do it? I just... -sigh- I just can't take this all anymore... It's hard to believe I've survived this long.. But I think that my survival is ending soon. I'll soon be overtaken by anger and sadness. I can feel it coming. In the pit of my stomach.. I could tell something is changing.. But something bad... What's happening... What's happening to me?
DauntlessDot · Wed Nov 26, 2008 @ 12:39am · 0 Comments |