What The ********? What The ********? What The ********?
I'm to...just to...
I don't even know.
Innocent, Sorry, Easily brusied.
You would never believe the things I come up wth when people hurt me...all the different situations and things that will happen, the things they think about me.
I am worst enemy...I couse my self so much harm.
And no matter what I do...it's never good enough, it's never right and no one ever likes it or understnads it. I'm hated and misunderstood. I'm so fed up for saying sorry when it's someone elses fault...
I have mood swing and people don't like it...I say one wrong thing and I'm paying dearly for it. I must be so hated by so many people.
I just want to...hurt someone I want to hurt myself. I want to punch things and feel pain. After all..I must deserve after everyone gets so angry at me all the time, everyone hates and me and dosn't care. I'm not listened to and i'm afraid to say certain things...I deserve to be hurt.
I can't do anything right...so I probably won't even be able to hurt my self...
Guilt-na Doll · Fri Nov 28, 2008 @ 11:45pm · 0 Comments |