Have you had the feeling of not belonging? Constant self doubt? Feeling as if your in a play...but your not...I go to sleep at night feeling as if I no longer have a reason to wake anymore...I cant seem to make my boyfriend smile anymore...i feel so useless that the smile on my face is turning into a mask once more to please everyone. What the hell is wrong with me? I couldnt care less that Christmas is tomorrow or that i turn 17 next month. Whats the point anymore?
so...im sorry. You didnt have to put up with my complaining...ill just go for now...bye.
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