My mom found this article talking about how teens turn now to blogs instead of journals, and have no problem telling thousands of strangers how cruddy their life is or if they had sex with this person or got raped or WHATEVER happened, even nothing, but they have every problem confronting their parents with this information. I thought that part of it was amusing (actual quote: "omg today wuz my birthday and guess what?! anderson got me a coloring book! OMG!" or something to that effect, I'll look it up later). It has come to my attention I guess I'm sort of the same, though not in the same sense. I still hide a lot of stuff from almost everyone. I can't open up to people, even though I've opened up to a lot more people online. I can tell you the reason I can, too. It isn't this "Jerry Springer Syndrome" that they talked about in the article. It is simply that I don't have to tell them face-to-face what it is I have problems with. And the fact of the matter is, I only post on this journal on gaia... so no one really reads this stuff or pays attention to it sweatdrop I'm not all that well known, am I?
Anyways, in other news, other than that amusing thing...
Everyone is sick of their parents. Here's my reason for being sick of mine. SHE FREAKING CALLS ME IRRESPONSIBLE FOR NOT GETTING OFF THE PHONE WITH KIBA IN 20 FREAKING MINUTES LAST NIGHT. 20 minutes isn't a long time to talk. And I require him for sanity. (This is the honest truth. I don't worry about stuff so much when I'm talking to him... sweatdrop ) she'd have stayed on the phone too if she was me.
well, to sum things up... I cried myself to sleep last night. Iunno why, maybe just stress, but I'm sick of crying about everything and not knowing the exact reason! >_< I used not to cry so much, but lately I don't know why I feel the way I do so I guess I just cry in hopes I'll feel better. But it hasn't helped much, and I don't have anyone's shoulder to cry on really, I feel guilty when I dump my problems directly on anyone.... Meh.
Oh well.... sweatdrop Anyways um... I guess that's about all there is to it. I'm tired so I'm going to bed. G'night everyone... sweatdrop
 Hoshi Okami · Tue Oct 25, 2005 @ 05:03am · 4 Comments |
