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Okay, but don't say I didn't warn you. From when I was three to when I was eight, I was molested by my father. Then, shortly after, well remember that story about when I slept walked? That was the night before my mom tried to leave and I had to go to the neighbors house to call the cops. My whole family hates me and I've been an outcast all my life. I tried blocking it out by reading, but it didn't work, then I went to people, people I could trust, people... well.... similar I guess you can put it, to me. And there are also several others but they are much much worse. this is only one of my freinds others iv been told directly and i cant put them into my own words myself sometimes i fell drawn to people so i become there freinds to figure out why to get rid of that feeling. those people im drawn to always have something sad, depresing, terrible, unthinkable, unspeakable or will gave something like that in the future. i only come to people and makes freinds with them who are sad or angry and everyone else comes to me and makes me there freind. by myself i am unable to make normal freinds. if you think about it its kind of sad. doublesidedbeauty · Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 02:10pm · 0 Comments


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