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The Heart of Tears
I love to fall in love. and i love to cry i love to sing i love to sigh I love to write and draw out loud and i would love to sit on a cloud i love to see the eyes of one and the sunshine of his smile and i love him i think im in denial.
Tears of the heart

The fires of hell

The loved one i have loved has drown in a sea of my pain never to save himself

So for ever and ever i am cursed to being this

an eater of souls never to be close to anyone ever again

sitting in the darkness never to feel and never to love

clawing at my skin and my face forever as a tormint till i bleed out crying out in pain and sorrow

cutting deeper and deeper till i find my heart and rip it from the other organs

as i fall deeper into the depths of the darkness i kiss the earth good bye

doomed for the rest of my life to be alone.....Matthew im sorry i hurt you

Im sorry i didn't tell you i loved you when i had the chance

im sorry i started dating again

im sorry i did alot of things

Im so sorry that for the first time in my life.......im sorry that i didn't Kill myself before now because no life is worth living when you have no one to share it with and the only person i want to share this life with is you (no im not gonna kill myself but i feel like it now)



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