I love you. Since the day we first met I have always cared for you. You must understand that. So when i found you on the ground broken and bloodied, i picked you up and held you towards the brightness away from the sorrow and agony and depression on the ground below.
But you started screaming, yelling at me to put you down. That you didn't want help, that you could stand yourself up on your own, that i wasn't needed. So i stood there, still holding you up wondering if this was what you really wanted.
But i listened, and i put you down as gently as possible so you wouldn't be hurt when you landed on the ground. And i began to leave you alone, i walked away, like you asked of me.
But then you started crying, sobbing to pick you up again, to be towards the sun once more. That you needed help, that you needed support to stand, that you needed me to be there with you So i stood there listening to the sounds of your cries as they pierced my ears wondering what you truly needed.
But i didn't know what to do. Help you and be yelled at again, or leave you like you asked, broken and bloodied.
So i picked you up once more, and i helped you, i stood you up, i was there for you, but its a vicious cycle.
What do yo want? What do you need? Please spare me this misery and just tell me.
I love you. Since the day we first met I have always cared for you. You must understand that.
Kelai_Caberin · Fri Feb 27, 2009 @ 01:25am · 0 Comments |