Master doesn't have his phone. I'm so very lonely. I just want to talk to him. It isn't the same without him saying 'I love you kitten'. I miss it so very much. I just want to talk to him. I havn't since friday. It is killing me. Literally. His sweet soft voice saying those 3 simal words. They always got me through the day. it made it ok. I miss him. We always had a little saying that he would tell me wen i would cry over him in any way shape or form. "Lets make it work out and prove everyone wrong my love." I love and miss my master so very much. I just want to no, y he got it turnd off. if it was cuz of me. I wont bother him anymore, no matter how much he says different. Idc, he has done so much for me and i keep on hurting him. I truley think if he wouldnt hav orderd me to never cut myself again, i wouldnt be here. It hurts me to no that i had everything in the world then ******** it up cuz i was worried abt jason. I could care less about him right now. I just want my baby. i want my master to hold me and tell me that everything will be ok and that he will love me forever. he is the one and i lost it all. i cant believe i did that. i feel as if something is around me, rocking me back and forth. telling me that everythign will be ok. -laughs a lil- then he would probly try to get me in the mood, by nibbling on my ear or something. Nowing him. kissing my hair and cheek saying i love u as he kisses my lips softly. I truely want that. so badly. and the worst thing is, he was doin that, before i messed everything up. my sweet master. he deserves so much more.
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