I stand here, frozen in time, wishing my pain could freeze as well... It numbs me, like ice against flesh, and pirces my heart, like a stake... I wish I could end it... I wish I could heal it... These wounds here... But not just mine, but the worlds... Yet, it's unhealable... The world has a scar etched into it's core, and refuses to seek help... We are at war... With others... With ourselves... With life... A frosty chill freezes my limbs... I have a feeling in my heart... That something will shake me... Til I can not stand life... Behind my mask, I am in anguish... Do not believe I am false, for these are my feelings... I cry myself to sleep... I pray the Lord my soul to take... I wish for peace... But at the same time... I wish I could be the one to end it... I want to stand between the bullet and the victim... I want to put my life on the line to protect those I love... Even if I'm in unspeakable pain, I want the ones I love... To be happy... Forever...
For my Mother... For my Father... For my Brother... For my Sister...... For my Family... For all others whose hearts are pure and filled with light... For my friends who to me are my Brothers and Sisters... I want you to be happy... Even if I'll always be in pain... I'll always want you all to be happy... I know one day... I shall smile upon you... Either from Heaven or Hell... God Bless you... My only comrades in this war
Arteamisia · Thu Mar 12, 2009 @ 01:18am · 0 Comments |