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I can't swim.
I can't ride a bike
I don't wish to learn.
I have good hearing.
I am left-handed.
I like sweaters.
I hate Twilight.
I like muffins.
I wish it was spring already.
I also wish it was spring break already.
I wish it was summer already.
Are Rain deers real?
I like frosted flakes.
I don't like Honey Bunches of Oats because its terrible.
I like honeysuckle.
I like sweet and sour chicken with rice, I had it for dinner.
I still want cheesecake.
I want to see Watchmen.
I want to visit Italy.
I want a really long sandwich.
I want to learn French, or Japanese..
I still have a cold.
I like May.
I hate Nutella
I like Baked Beans.
I like Develed Eggs.
I wish it was Christmas.
What was the Alamo? And why should I remember it?
My first memory was of my third birthday party, there were cupcakes.
Is this random?
Is anything random anymore?
I hate Earth day.
Am I indecisive? yes or no.
You don't see birds anymore, you hear them but rarely do you see them.
Perhaps I'll write a poem, perhaps I'll post it here.
I am bored.
Bored, sword, cord, lord, roared, hoard, board, ford.
Yawn.
I like ham.
I like medium sized dogs.
I want a brownie
I want more gold.
I really want some ******** gaia cash.
Brushing my teeth makes me have to pee because of the running water.
I don't floss, I probably should but I don't.
I like bananas, and I like how the word is spelled.
I used to watch football.
I used to be a druid, apparently.
I type pretty fast.
I love music.
doesn't everyone?
Tell me something I don't know.
I dare you..
I prefer to write with pen.
It makes one more cautious as not to make mistakes.
I have one blue eye and one green eye.
I don't like The Grudge, that was one ******** scary movie.
I don't like The Village, that was one stupid horror movie.
I never saw Twilight.
I never read Twilight.
I am proud of that.
I can get a tattoo when I am 16. I don't know what I'm going to get but I'm going to get it on my shoulder.
I want to live on a farm someday.
I would make a good Wood Elf.
I already have strange looking ears.
Though I'm not to good with a bow.
No one is online today.
I wear glasses.
I was born early.
Meant to be born in October but was really born in June.
Long story.
My friend says my right brain isn't fully developed and that's way I suck at math.
I wonder what it would be like to be dropped from a very high place.
blueyellowgreenREDblueyellowgreenREDblueyellowgreenredBLACKblueyellowgreenredBLACKBLACKBLACK!!!!!!!
Me is bored...
I don't like store-bought pies because the crust taste so awful.
I love Starbucks and coffee in general.
I will only eat cheese pizza, or if it has Canadian bacon on it but that's just ham so...
I have 6 scars.
I have to focus to see out of my right eye.
All a side effect of being born so early as I was.
I have a vast stuffed animal collection.
I should go to bed.
I look older with short hair, or so everyone says.
I almost learned to play the piano.
I can't sleep and less there is some light and sound.
I sleep with my TV on.
I don't unplug my electronics when I leave the house.
Nor do I turn off my lights when I leave a room.
Its pointless.
I hate Tofu.
I don't particularly care for the rain, but I love that smell after it has been raining.
I need braces,
I don't want them.
I love my sleep number bed.
I love grape juice.
I like orange juice if I'm in the mood, same with lemonade and water.
I like Subway.
I don't like, Pizza Hut, Wendy's, Papa Merphy's (they don't have an oven for the pizzas).
I like KFC.
I don't like Popeye's, to spicy for me.
I love Domanoes.
I would make a terrible Christian.
I want to give to a certain charity.
But alas, I do not have a credit card...
I love Peach Cobbler,
And red velvet cake.
I want to make a habit of drinking more tea.
I really do.
I am sarcastic.
I am obsessive.
I hate to be called a "brat".
It really gets under my skin.
Why am I telling you this?
Perhaps it is unwise of me to do so.
I'm to tired to care.
I like Thin Mints.
My birthday is in a few months.
I will be 14.
I have a square jaw.
I have at least 5 mules.
I used to have bangs, but I grew tired of them.
i used to have pierced ears, but they got infected and had to be removed.
That was when I was six.
The holes are long gone now.
I am starting to forget what I have and haven't mentioned.
If I start to repeat myself please forgive me.
Salmon are doomed.
Polar bears are doomed.
Humans are doomed.
The sooner we come to terms with these things, the better.
I wish I could have seen Wicked when I had the chance.
I hear it was great.
Epic.
I hate gum.
Now I'm sure I've said that already but its still true.
I prefer mint chocolate over mints.
I still hate math.
I don't mind Bees as much as I mind Flys.
I could easily see myself living in a tropical climate.
I got a new mouse pad.
I have long fingers.
The sort of a hand model some say.
"You should be a hand model" they say.
I want to be a baker/artist.
I want to pursue all my dreams.
I want to keep my options open in the future.
But reality often keeps us from doing so.
We settle in to our frivolous existence and tell ourselves its only temporary.
But we as humans get to comfortable with the same routine and we forget to take risks.
I wish I could say that I live to take risks,
Or at least that I enjoy to,
That I try to,
But I can't,
And I don't.
Because like everyone else I too am frightened of the unknown.
And that is why I don't know what the future holds for me.
The unknown...
I don't know if I will be a baker/artist.
I don't know if I will pursue my dreams in the end.
I don't know if I will be a published author.
I don't know if I will live on a farm someday.
We work to get to a place where we do pursue our dreams.
We call that the unknown.
We strive for the unknown,
And yet we fear it, because it doesn't lend itself to us entirely.
We can't mold it, we can't change it, because we don't understand it.
We try to keep up with our dreams, our ambitions.
But somehow they seem farther away from where they started.
And so, we search for a new routine,
One that we hope will turn out better for us,
in the end.
We are afraid to jump off the bridge.
Even if the bungee cord's attached.
Even if it will keep us from hitting the water below.
From drowning in endless possibility.
We stick to the shore.
Because it grounds us to reality.
Gives us some grasp on our own frivolous existence,
If we jump, we lend ourselves to whatever force keeps us from falling.
We let go of what little control we truly have over what happens to us.
And we hope not to hit the water.
Because in the end,
We can't swim.
 Blood Saga · Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 07:19am · 0 Comments |
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