hmmm
today i spent a whole hour laying on the floor staring at the ceiling xp
just thinking and thinking
i spent some quality time with friends today
and had lots of fun
but as soon as i came home
i felt soo pissed off cuz my mom started screaming at me
apparently i was supposed to take out the towels to dry in the morning
but i didnt
my whole days worth of happiness was lost
ugh her voice is soo irratating
esp in the morning
makes you wanna strangle her hehehe
but anyways
today i was reading my friends little poem book/journal
she let me read it
and i was really surprised
i knew she was dark but not that dark
one of her poem thingies was soooo wicked
it was about someone loving someone and that person knew that, that person wouldnt love em back so they cut em up into pieces
i thought it was awesome.....weird i know
but yea
i was thinking alot while laying down
hehe
of the perfect guy for me
well not the perfect guy for me but just a good one
some of the things i would want him to have is money hahaha just playin
i would want him to like me for me, to understand me as best as possible, to tell me that things will be ok even though they may not be, to not care what other people think
i would love if he loved the same type of music as i did n liked alot of the stuff that i like
i dont really like talking about feelings that much but if somethings bothering them or me i would like to talk about it
as for looks i really dont care that much about of em
just their style
i would like em to be dark n stuff
not hip hop ish or something of that sort
idk i guess it bugs me
hahahaha if your reading this your realy weird for have been reading for this long into this entry
but all in all today was fun but not as happy as i thought it would
oh n btw tomoro, saturday im totally sneaking out to go to this one party
mwuahahaha
yay yuh
lol
laterz
-listenig to red hot chilli peppers (give it away)-
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