So... I've been thinking lately... with the whole being single and all.. maybe there's a reason only abusive men want me... nobody else wants me... People judge too much by appearance.. they take one look at my scars and leave... and the ones that don't see the scars at first don't want me because I'm too ******** shy to ever say anything... My social anxiety doesn't let me communicate well with people.. especially guys I like... I mean.. there are people that want me.. but not romantically... I'm the kind of guy that NEEDS affection romance and love.. I feel so worthless and depressed when I don't have it... call me what you will but I have quite a few reasons for being that way... So yeah... seriously I don't think anybody is going to ever ******** want me..
melancholy_vomit · Mon Apr 13, 2009 @ 02:00am · 1 Comments |