and I don't know what to make of it.I don't know what exactly it is.
I can't place a name on it.
Really sucks.
I feel something.
An emotion, I suppose.
But I don't know which it is.
I will have to sleep late tonight to do my own stupidity.
I failed to turn in a project on time, and so I used my "late pass" and I shall turn it in tomorrow.
I failed to even start on it.
I just finished, woop.
But now I must do all the s**t I was suppose to do today, which I would have gotten to do if I wasn't stupid enough to procrastinate on a big project.
I'm ridiculous.
Absolutely ridiculous.
Ahh, my hair is getting long. I'm brushing it, and only now I realize, it's past my shoulders.
I usually see my hair when it's messy and curly.
But I had just finished straightening it. It's...longer than it was two years ago.
Two years ago, or maybe three, 2.5, give or take.
My hair was very short, my bangs were longer, but eh. I was called a boy, seen as a boy, totally fine with being a boy.
I got lazy, too lazy to cut my hair, because oh, Shiro wants to do pigtails and Lolita dresses. Enough of the bondage pants and Dr. Martens, I'll trade in my F-ck the Police shirt for a cute plain white button down blouse with frills and lace.
My life is boring.
I think of it too apathetically.
This feeling,
I wish I could place a name on it,
so I can say I'm not apathetic about my life.
But I'm not even sure this feeling is aimed towards my life.
******** this.
I'm done.
