This is so lame and my breathing still fails. I hate this place. Stupid Amy (nurse) keeps hitting on me even though I told her that I don't like vaginas. I'm tired. I probably should sleep, but I can't. Too much on my mind.... so, I've reached a decision ((yes, indecisive makani has made a decision)). I'm quitting smoking... for real this time. I have to. My lungs obviously don't like it. Not quitting cold turkey though.. don't want to be a total d**k to everyone. I'm gonna cut back slowly maybe just cut out 1 or 2 cigarettes every day or 2 until I quit. I really need to though. I'm just afraid my anxiety is gonna sky rocket even more if I don't have my nicotine fix. You know? I don't want that to happen but if it does I'll find a way to fix that problem I guess. I'll come to that when it happens though. Ugh... these places smell bad... I miss my bed. =v.v=
=Ø.^= lol pirate.
melancholy_vomit · Tue Apr 21, 2009 @ 07:42pm · 1 Comments |