This, is years of jealousy tucked under new york style cheesecake, topped with fresh strawberries and whipped cream.Jealousy for your happy, care free lifestyle.
Because no matter what, you could go home with a smile on your face.
Your carefree attitude towards school,
your carefree attitude towards life;
This is jealousy, that is shaped more into hate, than a want for your carefree life.
This is absolutely unhealthy.
Jealousy and hate, hidden under candy coated friendship.
Trust was never part of the deal,
but that's irrelevant.
This jealousy with it's delicious toppings,
how wonderful?
Or, I think the more appropriate thing would be,
this hate with it's irresistable toppings.
Come to think about it now,
I am not jealous of your happy life.
I don't want to life a stupid bull-s**t life like yours.
I do like my life,
I just want to be able to live my life carefree.
This, I will not consider jealousy,
because I don't want what you have,
I just want you dead.
