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Every single word
That they say to you
Makes you angry
Every time they hit you
It hurts so badly
Every time they make a face
Trip you
Push you
Puts you into an emotional heart wreck
They give you so much negative attention
Making the air so painful to breathe
You believe invisibility would be better than this
Anything would be better than being ridiculed everyday
Eventually
Every single word
That they say to you
Will not make you angry
Every time they hit you
You will feel no pain
Because they have taken all the hurt away
And you feel nothing at all
No more pain
No more hurt
No more anger
But also
No more happiness
No more laughs
Nothing
Because they numbed your heart
And your mind
Pain no longer exists
Until you swipe that knife across your wrist
And finally begin to feel again
Because pain is better
Than feeling nothing at all