 In my life, I never once I had really liked anyone. I just can't trust anyone. I never had a true friend.
It's all because of my image, and my background. People come and walk away. All just for my money. I hate them all! They are just peice of trash! Using a person! Can't they see that I have feelings too!? What am I! NOTHING?! Why can't anyone see me for who I am?! I am person too. I'm just like you and everyone else.
All I want in my life, is nothing about the money I have. I want to work hard for things I want. I want to live life. I want to be normal person.
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 I'm not what everyone thinks who I am. I'm not that happy guy you see. I hide, and I walk away from all my problems. I want to live that life in fairy tale.
I try to be the one that always light up the mood. I try to be the role model. I try to be okay.
In my past is something I do not want to live through again.The parents I love dearly, no Loved with ALL my heart, died when I was young. I was taken by aunt. Everyday I was beated for not being like my mom. I wanted to be loved, I wanted to be someone's again.
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 I lost everything. My heart broken. Of all people, why, why her. I loved her. She was the shine in my day. She was my everything. She was the only one I had left.
WHY HER?! Why couldn't be me!? She had so many goals, so many dreams! Now, now, it's all gone.
Your spirt was so high up in the sky, no one, I repeat, no one can reach it. You were always postive. Even at the hard times, you still try to put a smile. You stand strong for everyone. You risk your life for everyone. But you forgot about yourself.
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 I believe there is always good in the world. There is always good in everything! I understand there are things that are bad, but if you keep sreaching there is a good thing in the wrost thing possible. COME ON! Put a smile?! You and I only have one life? Why waste it?
Life is something to love. Something you shouldn't look down on. That's why I want to make a big change in the world. I want to see all the good. LET THIS WORLD SHINE WHERE IT WAS ONCE BEEN! Let just see that smile. You guys are what makes smiles.
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SORRY! I don't have any picture or know very much artist that are girls..... there are suppose to be girl in this too!
I'm not like other girls. Really?! What is love? Is it a little game humans plays? I mean come on what is the point falling in love? You'll always get hurt in the end. Your heart will just be ripped in millions of peices.
What is the point? Life isn't all about love.
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I care for everyone. Even the bad. There is time I don't seem to care so, but it's true. I hate to see a frown. But who I care the most, and if ANYONE hurt them you have to go through me! I care for my friends and family. REALLY! I'LL HURT YOU IF YOU PUT ONE BROKEN HEART IN ONE OF THEM! These people are my life.
In end of my story or in my friend's chapter. I'll put a smile in the end. My dreams are something bigger that I can't do it myself. I'll need everyone's help. But this dream is easier than you think. My goal is to put smiles and make a better life for them.
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RUN! JUMP! SING! DO SOMETHING?!?! Life is ment to be fun! Why? I'll tell you why! Life is something no one can give away, or can be retrun. With your time being alive don't you want to use it up with fun?
As silly as I am, but don't I make sence? Life is what life is. have fun. PLAY! Be who you want to be, do what you want to do. Everything in life you don't have to do anything, but die.
 Taiyachi · Thu May 28, 2009 @ 05:42am · 0 Comments |
