"One, two, three, four..." I slowly count the specks on the ceiling... I stopped counting. Tears roll around the rim of my eye... I grab my pillow to wipe them away. "Five, six, seven, eight..." ding-dong. I get interrupted by the sound of my phone... The noise coming from my right front pocket. It's a text. I slowly pull it out of my pocket. "One new message from Lexie..." I quietly whisper to myself... 'Nanerpus'... I giggle quietly... One day I go to school and say it once and now most of my friends are saying it. She's trying to cheer me up. She knows what I'm feeling. I don't respond. I just slip it back into my pocket, trying so hard to forget everything that's happened to me. Why did it...turn out that way? I know I shouldn't ask. It would just make things worse than they already are... Why bother?
iiSarajean · Thu Jun 25, 2009 @ 01:48pm · 0 Comments |