I Don't Remember If I Told You This. But My Parents Are Getting Divorce- However The ******** You Spell It. And Um.. Today On My Myspace Um.. As My Mood Thing I Wrote- T.T Im Crying. I Have A Problem. T.T My Parents. Im Depressed. And Well My Aunt And Uncle Saw That. And It Created This Big Mess. My Aunt Called Me To Talk To Me. And Then She Told My Mom. And My Mom Had A Talk With Me. And They Were Like Don't Repress- Something like that cant remember the word- Your Feelings, And That If I Needed To Talk To Call My Aunt Or TalkTo My Mom. And My Aunt Gave Me Her Cell Number. And She Was Mad At My Dad. And She Was Like We Had To Prosses Emotion Not Barry Them. And Im Like I Got Over It. Im Naturaly Happy And I Get Over Other Emotions Quickly. Like I Cant Hold A Gruge I Forgive. I Dont Stay Sad I Move On. And I Do It Very Fast. Anyway, My parents told me they were getting divorced like a year ago. still together. but sepperated. Um... My Dad Had An Emotional Talk With Us Today. I Learned Some Stuff That i Didn't Know About My Dad, My Family, This Situation, And Whats Going On With Things. Um.. My Little Brother Was Crying, And By The End My Throat Was hurting From Not Crying. We Told My Dad What He Needed To Improve, and He Told Us What He Wanted Us To Work On. He Wanted Us To Help Each Other More, And To Work As A Team. Um... This Is Very Hard To Tell Someone So Im Glad I Get To Tell However Reads This. Or If Noone Does It Helps Me. Um... Im Like My Dad, I Dont Express Myself To Others.. And If I Do I Don't Do It Well. When Im Sad I Preferrr To Cry Alone So No One Eles Gets Sad. And Thats Just Me. I Know I Kinda Jumping Around. And Im Sorry. Long Day. Um... Right Know I Feel Sad. But It Will Change. You Know I Didn't Tell My Best Friend Britt. But If She Reads This Then She'll Find Out. Um.. I Trust That Im Safe Writing This Here. I Have No Privacy Here. When I Write Or Read Or Draw Someone Always Looks For It And Takes Then When I Search They Say They Don't Have It. I Want To Have SOme Privacy. It Makes Me Sad That When I Write My Feeling On Paper That My Sister Wll Look For It And Read My Stuff. Um.. Like I Said I trust You. The Reason I Didn't Tell Britt Is Because I Think That I'll Tell Her When I Need To. Or When I Fell Like I Can. Um.. I Think Thats It. Sorry For Any Grammar Mistakes But I Cant Spell.
 i is chum chum · Sat Aug 01, 2009 @ 08:47am · 0 Comments |
