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Listen, listen....
Beware. Once you cross the line will you ever see the other side?
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My uncle got in an accident today. Maybe yesterday night. His pelvis bone is broken, his leg I think is broken too. And they can't stop the bleeding. He's going into surgery now. I don't know if he's already out or not. They don't know if he was drunk or not.

It was just my aunt's birthday.

s**t. This sucks a**.

Here's a small song that I made for him. It's on my signature too.

Uncle, please. Get better.
Not for me, but for my mother and aunt.
Were you drunk? Or was this an accident?
Whatever it was, I don't care.
Just stop bleeding and heal.
I don't even know you that well.
But I want to say "Hello" to you.
Just one last time.
Even if it must be a "Good-bye."
I really wish that we were closer.
Maybe we can be.
Uncle please get better.
I'm begging you.
Even though I know you can't even hear me.
It was just your sister's birthday.
Do you have to die on her birthday?
God I pray. God I plead. If you take this man's life,
help my mother so she won't break completely.
I don't know how she keeps herself together.
But her heart has broken too many times.
More than she would ever tell.
Please stop bleeding. Please don't give up.
Please don't let it be your time to die.


My cousin thinks that I don't care about my uncle. But I do, that damn b***h. She doesn't even know how serious this is. He could die. But she doesn't know that. I shouldn't even know that. I heard my aunt telling it to my mom during the night. So I know what's wrong with him and she doesn't. All that they told her was that he was in an accident and that they were going to see him. Nothing else.

Stupid little leech. I wish that this brat would get off my ******** back. I hate it when she gets like this. You think that I'm being quiet because I'm mad that my mother left? Hell no. Stop assuming things that you don't know! I'm tired of people doing that. I don't want to deal with your crap. I know that when she learns what's really happened, she'll bug me even more.

We all have our ways of being depressed. Mine is different from hers. I wish that she'd notice that and shut her a** up.


MythicalYoko
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  • User Comments: [11]
    Isarde
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    Wed Jan 11, 2006 @ 06:44pm


    Oh crap.... *crosses fingers* What else can we say?


    Boyue
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    Wed Jan 11, 2006 @ 11:08pm


    Aww geez... I hope your uncle will be fine. Just have faith, okay? (:

    As for your cousin... Umm... pardon my language, but ******** her. You don't have to give a s**t about what she thinks if she doesn't even understand your position. ^o^


    Fool Me Twice
    Community Member





    Wed Jan 11, 2006 @ 11:14pm


    I suck at this. A lot.

    Uh.

    I feel sorry for him.


    Deidra_Godwin
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    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 12:16am


    I'm very sorry to hear about this Myth. I really hope that he gets better. My dad was in the hospital once, it sucked. My step-mum and her family were in Louisianna during Katrina, I remember how worried I was. But man, that doesn't even really compare to this. I wish tehre was more I could say, but I know that when some one you care about is in trouble, there's not to much to say.


    Light_Boarder
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    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 01:17am


    What I have to say, prolly has already been said. But here it is again:

    just try to cheer up, okay? We all got problems, but we all need to pull through some how. Things don't always work out the way we plan. If they did, then where would be the point?


    fictionalfact
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    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 01:26am


    I'm not going to go on about how I feel so bad for you, that you should just cheer up, etc. Just know that I agree with you, and that I get that this is really stressful. I sincerely hope everything works out. <3


    Cookie Conundrum
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    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 01:39am


    I hope he gets better., for your sake. It's never nice to lose someone you care about. Your cousin anoyys you? Scream at her about it, put her in her place.


    Light_Boarder
    Community Member





    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 01:52am


    Everyone shows their emotions differently from others. This would be so much easier talking in person, cause typing really doesn't convey the tone that is needed. You're correct on how we all have our ways of being depressed. But take into account that she is as stressed as you are. She may be venting her own depression onto you and her other family members.


    MythicalYoko
    Community Member





    Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 10:51pm


    No, if my cousin is depressed you'll know it. She'll start sobbing right on the spot no matter where she is.

    She knows how badly he's hurt now. But she's still not that worried.

    Doesn't she undernstand that he's so badly hurt to the point where there's a very good chance that he'll die?

    She doesn't. It's seems so obvious. And it is. But she doesn't get the picture, it's just not clicking.

    Hannah can have such a slow mind. And she's just flat-out immature.

    We're going to see him on Sunday, but she doesn't want to go because she wants to stay on the Internet and talk on the phone. I know that she doesn't realize that he could die. I hate going up there where he lives, but hell, he could die! If she took the time to stop and look carefully, she'd know this too. And no one is telling her that he could die because they don't have the heart to. And I won't because she should learn it for herself. I'm tired of telling her the answers to these things. She needs to grow up and learn on her own.


    Seth Yukashima
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    Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 12:22am


    Everyone has basically said everything.
    Pray and don't lose faith. Me personally, I have never been in this poistion but it must feel bad. It'll work out for the bast either way it goes, he'll either go to heaven and live the happy life or get out to hospital to be with you. Must be though but pray and God will have his reply. May the Lord have mercy on your soul.

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    Shidobu Cloud
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    Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 03:39am


    Yoko... I don't know you very well outside of the guild and I won't pretend to, but I do know that you have a good heart and that your RP skills are admirable. I will pray for your uncle. Whether that means anything or not to you is for you to decide. If you want, I can offer you a prayer for your uncle. It is not a christian prayer so don't be freaked out if you are not religious in that way. (Like I said, I know very little about you so I don't know what to say.) But I can tell you to hang on and keep your chin up. Try to look at the bright side of things for thinking poorly of any situation never helped anything. Tell your cousin to ******** off if she keeps bugging you. She should be ashamed of thinking of you with such criticism. Stick close to those that matter and hope for the best. If you ever need anyone to talk to, send me a PM. I will be glad to give any advice. I am told that I give good advice so don't hesitate to come to me.


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