Friendship comes so much faster than love. And at first, i thought it was just some kind of sickening thing. I mean, i used to think that having a friend is so that we can have fun and just lose ourselves.. just that and that alone.
But now, i know what it really means. it hurts so much that i actually felt suicidal once. I mean.. I almost really killed myself. thinking of how it would feel if I stabbed my heart straight in a second, and I'd die. I couldn't even have enough time to think about the boy I like or "love" for that matter.
Now, i just know that i will believe what's in my mind. I've got back on my feet again. i won't allow others to manipulate the thoughts of my heart anymore. feel free to attack me, I won't fall into any trap so easily anymore.
--Rachel Tan
Moonlight Nightingale · Sun Nov 29, 2009 @ 03:43pm · 1 Comments |