Mmm...
Lately, I've been thinking....
Can I truly have the occupation of my dreams?
I'm not a very realistic person, I suppose.
What do I really wanna do?
I want to make manga, dammit!!
Like illustrate it and write it...
and I don't wanna make some stupid American manga-like thing...
I want to make the real thing and to do that...
I must go to Japan.
I wanna leave America as soon as possible anyway...
yeah.
Buuuut...becoming successful will be really hard...
And I know that....
So I'm wondering if I can really do all the stuff I wanna do...
Of course I'll need another job before I hopefully can focus on manga...
so...what the heck am I gonna do in Japan!?
Besides I'll need a job there before I go so I can support myself...
XP
AAAAND
I gotta learn the freakin' language...
I mean everyone there practically speaks English but I need to learn it...
It'll make life easier.
Ugh...
Aside from manga I really don't know what I wanna be...
I think maybe a journalist...?
I love science and I used to wanna be...
well I've gone from one thing to another...
civil engineer sounds cool...
or a marine biologist...
The problem is I don't wanna settle for another interest...
The reason is that I have my story in my head...like the manga...
I have the whole series and all the characters and everything in my head...
And I would hate it if I die without being able to share it with a bunch of people...
I used to think..."If I can't make it into a manga I'll just make it a long series of novels!"
But...I don't think novels would do it justice....
And to be honest I can't organize it like that...
And I wouldn't want it to become majorly popular with the general public....
And, I'm sorry, you gotta see my characters like I imagine em...
So...you gotta see em!!
And no preppies likey meh story! DX<
Yeah, only manga peoplez canz red itt XD
Ye-aaaah
Sounds very....stupid, I guess.
But I can't help the way I feel.
Damn artist personality XP
Well...I need to seriously buckle down if I want to accomplish my dream.
So I'm gonna draw like crazy and improve my writing skills
So I can become a famous and rich manga...person(?)
But...I still need something to fall back on...
What that something is I don't know...
And I need money...
So...I guess another career before my Japanese adventure...
I seriously hope I can do it...
D;
Oh...and I kinda wanna be a chef...gah...
I CAN DO BOTH!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!
I WIN L!!!
I mean...*cough*
Yeah, I'll try my best...
 roseate-rein · Tue Dec 01, 2009 @ 12:48am · 0 Comments |
