Okay...its been about 25 days since I've talked to her. The first week, I was a mess...I couldnt eat...couldn't sleep.I tried to seem normal for my family, my friends, even on Christmas, I cried all day. It hurts, okay?! I'll admit it. I wish I could take back everything, make her not feel ashamed. I wish I could have her back, I miss her terribly and I know she must feel hurt too but..just dropping me like this...it leaves unrepairable injuries. Surely she must know that. I can't live without her...I just wish she knew. crying
 Sempiternal Hell · Thu Jan 07, 2010 @ 03:28pm · 0 Comments |
