Today in class while doing a stupid worksheet I starting thinking about random things....
And I remembered someone I randomly thought about the other day.
An old friend from elementary school.
I don't wanna say her name cuz I wanna respect her privacy...don't remember her last name anyway, but still.
We became friends in 3rd grade...we were, even then, the weird ones XD
We weren't shunned or anything, cuz back then everyone was my friend XP
Anyway, we were really good friends...
I remember she was an awesome drawer...not just by third grade standards...I mean even now I'd be blown away by her art...
Eh, but that always happens with me and all my friends XD
Damn you good artists!!
Anywaaaay...she moved to a different school for forth grade...
And I wush sad sad (
Buuuut...she came back unexpectantly for fifth grade...
Man, by then everyone got snobby XP
They all thought she was a freak and stuff...
Just cuz she was different...
Yeah, I have to admit...she was a lil strange
But who am I to talk?? XPP
Anyway, I had a bunch of new friends by that time...friends I wanted to fit in with...so I payed less attention to her...
I always forgot to go see her at recess when she asked cuz my new friends would make me forget....
Looking back on that I feel horrible...
I never did get to go over to her house like she wanted me to, or...
Man.
Well, I think it was during forth grade that one of my friends from my neighborhood would tell me how weird she was. They went to the same church.
I mean, she didn't gossip about her in a mean way...she sounded like she pittied her.
I forgot if she was having family problems or something...
But it DID sound like she had a hard life...
Soon she left my friend's church and I never heard about her again...
Now I have this strange urge to track her down...
Apologize for, in a way, abandoning her.
I miss her.
I bet she'd be like me now.
Or maybe she's changed completely...
Maybe if I ran up to her and yelled "It's Erin!! Remember me!?" She wouldn't remember, remember and hate me, oooor think I'm a major dork and laugh at me.
I wonder where she is....
Omk...I just realized that I have this bear figerine she gave me on my bookshelf...
Heh, I remember when she broke my radio at my birthday party where she gave me that present...
Wow...well she didn't break break the radio just made that metal grate thing over the speaker pop off.
Hm, I wonder if Kenzie remembers her....I gotta ask her tomorrow...
Holy crap...I think I found a card she gave me in my old closet....I gotta check...
Wow...weird how I just started thinking about her again.
Gah, if only I remembered her last name I'd look her up on facebook or something....
I wonder if she'd remember me........
 roseate-rein · Tue Jan 12, 2010 @ 02:28am · 0 Comments |
