God damn it!Why do I still cry when I go to forums and read what she's writing?Why am I following her anyway? No...I know why. It's because I'm not over her. I really connected with her. I honestly wanted to hold on and never EVER let go. She made me feel safe. From dad, from school, from those damn depressing thoughts...I...fine. I loved her. Happy?! I loved her and I still do. With every fiber of my god damn being. So...what now? She said we couldn't, went and got herself a new girl. So...why? Just...why? Why has she cut all strings to my existence? All memories? They are some of the best I have...doesn't she feel the same? She said she'd be there. Now it's my own personal hell...and no one can stop it. crying
 Sempiternal Hell · Wed Feb 03, 2010 @ 01:44am · 0 Comments |
