Forget
That’s what I always do
I can’t remember anything
And I can’t do anything right
It causes Him to yell
He slams doors
And I apologize
But it doesn’t matter to Him
An apology doesn’t mean anything
He still yells
He still slams doors and pushes things
How do I know I won’t be hit next?
That’s why I always hide
That’s why I’m always up in my room
Afraid to come out
Afraid to talk to Him
Because if I say one thing wrong
He will yell again
I hate it when He says I’m mean
I’m not
He wants me to love him
To hug him and kiss his cheek
I can’t
I won’t
I hate Him
He scares me
He complains about everything
He needs attention
He’s always saying he’s exhausted
Even if he slept all day
He says that’s why he yells
But I know it isn’t
He doesn’t care about my feelings
He doesn’t care if He hurts me
Never once has He actually hit me
But I know He thinks about it
I’m going to hide up in my room
Until that day
Hoping
Wishing
I can run away before He finds me
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