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	Nya's Randomocity Reads? * . *
	Nya's Randomocity Reads? * . *

	Le sigh
	Le sigh


I almost always forget I have a journal. = 3=;;;; meh Well, I can say one thing: As long as I know I'm loved by someone, I'm good. :3 It's weird, though. I got this text from one of my friends saying that they like me how I am and they don't want me to change, I've felt different towards myself. O 3O;;; I'm not even doing it on purpose, either, it just happened. I have such low self-esteem and I'll admit, certain areas on me look a bit chubby, but I call myself fat. >.>;;;; I don't do that any more unless it's in a joking way. O.o;;;; Well, there's that and I've been so much happier lately. O.o;;;;; I should be sad (for reasons that I won't discuss =X ) but I'm not. I'm.... Content. Satisfied, I guess. I mean, well... I guess you can say I screwed my possibly only chance but some how... I'm fine with that. I'm not even sad about it, I'm... content? God, I really don't know how to put it except like that. Or maybe the term is relieved that I've even had a chance in the first place. Remember when you were little and you saw something in the toy store but your parents said no, not right now? Well, then you wait 2-3 years and you still want it. You ask them again and they say yes and you're so excited, but they get you a boot-leg version of it or then it breaks. . _ . You're so upset and ask for another or something and they say yes, but then you can't find it ever again. Yeah... That's the best way I can put it. But then they say they'll keep looking for it and you're satisfied with that. Yeah... That's the best way I can put it into words without really saying anything. nod nod I guess... Well, the little things have always counted to me, but I never knew just a few words would change my whole perspective on myself. I guess friends really do change you. So if you ever get into a fight with someone you really, really care about, just remember the good times before you ****** up your whole friendship. heart Nya Hhymn** · Sun Apr 11, 2010 @ 08:07pm · 0 Comments


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Age: 30

I am: An artist◢

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